Fear of Commitment

I think I fear commitment. Most people around me would probably disagree and it's probably not a statement that's entirely true. But when I look at mys history with blogging, I'm forced to at least entertain the idea of being a commitmentphobe. I always say I'll start and will spew out some sort of post and then I disappear, not looking back. Unlike my relationships where I fully commit until and only leave when it's a wrap , I dont commit here at all. Maybe it's coz I spend most of my days writing and by the time I'm done with my work stuff, I simply don't want to play. I also dont know just how true that is. I think I'm back now, I think so. So instead of commiting to anything, I'll just opt to see - that's usually worked out very well for me. Peace